I am writing this for myself.
This will be a constant reminder of why I am chasing this dream.
If I do not give 110% on this endeavor, I will continue to suffer silently.
I have never worked at a job I truly enjoy.
I have had maybe 5-7 jobs in my life.
One was fast food, a couple were retail, another was IT.
I am currently serving in the military.
If I continue on my current path, I will be a miserable old man one day.
I would love to make more money, but if I could make just enough money doing this. To the point where I can be my own boss, and I do not have to come into work.
If I could get to a place where all my time and energy can be devoted to me and my personal endeavors.
That would be a beautiful place.
That would be worth all the effort and time.
I wrote this for me, as a reminder of why I need to grind every day.
No matter how long it takes.
I just need to be patient, because time never stops.
I will be 35 one day, so I may as well build toward something.
I wrote this for me as a reminder that if i give up, it will be back to suffering silently.
A strong feeling of resentment will start to build up inside me. And it will slowly infect me like a disease.
And it will effect how I intact with people. I will become cold hearted, jealous, angry, resentful.
And it will be my fault, because I gave up on my dream.
I do not want that for myself.
I wrote this to be a constant reminder of why I need to work hard every day.